Fall

So, to comment first, that I noticed a strange pattern in my blogs recently.  As I was looking over them, I noticed that every other one was written on a day that I was feeling amazing, and the others were written on days that I felt confused.  I found that to be incredibly funny, actually.  [...]

Today

I have to say that today was definetly one of the most interesting days of my life.            I learned alot about myself today, which is always good. I learned that my life was better than I first thought.  I also learned what alot about life, in general.  So many thoughts rushing past my brain at the [...]

:)

Wow…..this is quite the amazing day.  I had some of my toughest classes today (Music Theory and Keyboard and Harmony) and then I had Wind Ensemble, in which I found out I have a small solo (YES!).  Then I worked for two hours, to later be called by the Jazz Band director and told to [...]

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To think I had life figured out.  To know where I was going with life, if only for a day.  It was a good….a great feeling.  But, today is another day, and its as if those question marks decided to make a sneak attack into my brain while I was sleeping.  Now today, although it [...]

Its a great feeling

I am having a wonderful time seeing so much for what I have worked for in my life is finally coming to truition.  It really is alot of fun.  Not to spin this in a negative light, but I might have to find something more to do now that alot of what I have done [...]

Music is Good

I saw The Profits in concert earlier this night.  That was cool.  I wonder if anyone else would have like to go?

For as much as I think I know….

I dont understand how I might know it.  I mean, I have not gone through alot in my life compared to some.  Compared to others, I have gone through hell.  But nothing that I have done or gone through in my life would be able to give me the strength and confidence in what I can do [...]

Why now

Why is it that the greatest moments in our lives occur when we know that the moment is soon to be gone?  Why is it that we can feel so wonderful, just to realize that what is, is now going to go away?  Is that what makes it so great?  Is it the mere fear [...]